I was 14 when I had my first boyfriend.
拥有第一个?#20449;?#21451;的时候,我14岁。

I had a crush on him first and he happened to know that at one point so we went to a carnival together during the town fiesta.
是我先对他产生了好?#26657;?#32780;他似乎看穿了我的心思。有一次镇上举行?#25991;?#21326;庆典,我们就约着?#40644;?#21435;庆典上玩。

He talked the whole night about anything and almost everything that he could think of.
那天整晚他都在天南地北的夸夸其谈,想到什么就说什么。

It was a quick action yet he asked me the second night if I could be his girl.
令我意想不到的是,第二天晚上,他就问我愿不愿意做他的女朋友。

At a young age, so innocent and not understanding what love really is, I was hesitant and said no.
那时我还如此年轻,如此单纯,?#24187;?#30333;爱的真正含义,我很犹豫,拒绝了他。

He was persistent telling me that my mom wont know and we will be far from each other anyway.
他却很坚持,他说我的妈妈不会知道的,反正很快我们就会离得?#23545;?#30340;了。

So before we parted, I said yes. I enjoyed every journey of our relationship but sadly it ended before we can even reach our first year anniversary.
所以,在我们告别之前,我答应了他。?#30475;?#21644;他约会我都很开心。遗憾的是,还不到第一个周年纪念日,我们的关系就结束了。

After that, it seemed like the search for that someone never ended.
在那之后,我似乎一直在茫茫然的寻找某个人。

I don't know what was missing or what was I exactly looking for.
我觉得?#32422;?#24515;里缺了一块,却不知道缺的是什么。我也不知道?#32422;?#21040;底在寻找什么。

It was 2010 when I had the opportunity to work in Singapore as a patient care assistant though I'm a nurse by profession.
2010年的时候,我获得一份远在?#24405;?#22369;的工作机会,职位是病人护工助理。其实我的本行是?#24187;?#25252;士。?#36824;?#25105;还是接受了这个职位。

My life there were not just about work because I was able to experience and receive the tangible presence of Nature most of my days as well.
?#36824;?#25105;在那里的生活也?#36824;?#20840;是工作,我还有许多时间去感受大自然,并且体验到了大自然存在的真实?#23567;?/div>

What I realized is that all this time, Nature is the only One who can fill this emptiness inside me.
我最终意识到,一直以来,大自?#27426;?#26159;唯一能填平我心里的空洞的存在。

You are worthy. You are loved. You have an inner joy and peace.
只有置身于大自然?#26657;?#20320;才会感到你的价值,感到?#32422;?#34987;爱着,感到内心充满喜悦与平?#30149;?/div>

Just open your heart and receive the voices of nature. She is kind to the broken-hearted.?
打开心扉,聆听大自然的声音吧!她会对心碎的人敞开怀抱。

Nature is our ONE TRUE LOVE. Choose to love Her?first before you love others. :)
大自然应该是我们唯一的真爱。在你爱其他人之前,先去爱她吧!

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(翻译:小木)